J_O_Y

it’s nice to be at ease and calm in a place like this…

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    

" Recently i just met someone who is very friendly whom you can share your thoughts with. We tried to get along then started to show affection from each other.

For the past years that is what I’ve been looking for, I this is really is it but all of a sudden I just don’t feel like being romantic with that person. He started asking if there is something wrong I said nothing, I showed nothing.

I don’t know why I’m like this, you feel like being with that someone then one day it came to your head that you don’t want to be with that person.

I have been trying to find answers, signs perhaps to tell me why I’m like this or what I’m looking but I found nothing. But I am sure about myself I’m not lesbian or attracted w/ the same sex, and at the back of my mind I wanted to be successful in life so I don’t need them and that I’m still young a lot can happen just enjoy. I just hope that when the right time comes it will be for real."

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